Jessica Klepser shares photos of her tribute to her late daughters and ex-husband; Christian Oliver.Photo:Jessica Klepser/Instagram; Frazer Harrison/Getty

Christian Oliver, Daughters, Instagram

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Jessica Klepser, the ex-wife of German actorChristian Oliver, is opening up about theplane crashthat took the lives of Oliver, 51 and their two daughters, Madita, 12, and Annik, 10, one year after the tragedy occurred.

On Sunday, Jan. 5, Klepser shared a heartfeltvideoon her Instagram page which featured a tribute to her daughters and former husband.

“One year… Crazy how the same amount of days can feel unbearable long and unbelievable short at the same time,” Klepser began her caption, underneath the montage of photos of herself and three friends placing photos of Oliver, Madita and Annik on a beach alongside some heart-shaped balloons.

“We went back to Newport this weekend and allowed ourselves to feel it all: the love, the loss, the grief, the gratitude. Pain and peace. We cried a lot, but we also laughed a lot,” she continued, as the montage, set toLady Gaga’s “Always Remember Us This Way,” showed the group releasing the balloons into the air.

“And that’s okay, all of it,” she continued. “Grateful for all those beautiful people in my life who let me be me this year!”

“Maditz, Anniki & Chrissel, I will forever and always miss you and us together here on this side!” Klepser concluded the caption. “Thank you for sending the dolphins in the morning and for painting the sky pink at night. ❤️❤️❤️.”

Klepser previously opened up about the plane crash in October, during an appearance onChristina ApplegateandJamie-Lynn Sigler’sMeSsypodcast. At the time, she detailed what happened to her family and how she learned of the crash.

Christian Oliver, Jessica Klepser and their daughters in 2015.Axelle/Bauer-Griffin/FilmMagic

Christian Oliver, wife Jessica Mazur and their children arrive at the Los Angeles premiere of ‘HOME’ at Regency Village Theatre on March 22, 2015 in Westwood, California.

Axelle/Bauer-Griffin/FilmMagic

“Last Christmas Eve, after celebrating a beautiful day with my two beautiful daughters and my ex-husband, I drove all three of them to the airport because they had planned a beautiful vacation in the Caribbean to celebrate the birthday of a dear, dear friend,” Klepserrecalled to Applegate and Sigler.

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“And they were supposed to come back on Jan. 4, and they got on a little plane to leave the island on Jan. 4,” she continued. “And right after takeoff, the little plane, I think the engine, something was wrong with the engine, the plane crashed into the water. And my two daughters, Madita and Annik, and my ex-husband Christian and also the pilot, they all crossed over.”

Klepser shared that she still feels strange when thinking about how people have responded to their deaths, telling the actresses: “A lot of people are telling me that I’m strong, and it always sounds a little weird to me because, but yeah, I feel strong also means that you allow yourself to cry and to grieve and to scream. That’s all part of being strong.”

source: people.com